Aspie chick with a wild streak

Possession By Sarah McLachlan  Listen as the wind blows from across the great divide Voices trapped in yearning, memories trapped in time The night is my companion and solitude my guide Would I spend forever here and not be satisfied?  And I would be the one to hold you down Kiss you so hard, I'll take your breath away And after I'd wipe away the tears Just close your eyes, dear Through this world I've stumbled so many times betrayed Trying to find an honest word, to find the truth enslaved Oh, you speak to me in riddles and you speak to me in rhymes My body aches to breathe your breath, your words keep me alive  And I would be the one to hold you down Kiss you so hard, I'll take your breath away And after I'd wipe away the tears Just close your eyes, dear  Into this night I wander, it's morning that I dread Another day of knowing of the path I fear to tread Oh, into the sea of waking dreams, I follow without pride 'Cause nothing ...

Well, tonight I'm hopefully going to be heading to my storage unit/Motel room/apartment that I'm suppose to be living in. As far as I'm concerned, it's just Friday and Saturday Night home away from home. I sure wish that when I'm over there I could have my computer and internet set up. Maybe that way I'd say there, more. But with my computer being at parent's house as well as the internet and cable access, and with the fact I have no Hot water in my apartment, it's the only thing that keeps me coming back to their house. What I've been wanting to do is go over the lyrics to Sarah Mclachlan's song, "Possession", and say what sounds kinda creepy, like not just something a stalker would say but someone who's abusive might also say, and just pick certain parts of the song apart to see if maybe that's what she means when she says certain parts in the song, like the chorus part, for example that goes, "And I would be the one to h...

So, today I looked up a link about songs that you should think twice about before singing along to. There was this one song called, "Possession" by Sarah McLachlan. I might have heard that song on the radio before. I like the melody of the chorus. If there's anything I've found out about the story behind it, it's that she had a Stalker, and that some of the words in the song were from some of the love letters she used to get from this deranged fan of hers, before he ended up committing suicide. But let's face it, he was a bit too old for her and he creeped her out. Anyway, here's some of the stuff he wrote to her: "Oh Sarah, Will I ever hold you on that shore? Or only live it in a dream? Will I ever tell you of my fears? Will you ever collect my tear? Let me repeat the lessons that you may not have learned well. Time and distance are IRRELEVANT! I am absorbed by, bound to you and I can wait a year, a decade, a lifetime. I will still be ther...

Well, first of all, I have to say that whenever at I'm back at parent's house, I find myself craving sweets, except all the stuff I like to eat that I seem to be craving are back at my apartment. And then when I'm back at my apartment, I really wish I had cable tv so that I could watch it, or I wish my computer was there so I could play games on there. I love the fact that I have my own place to live, but unfortunately, it just feels weird living there, eventhough I'm only living there, part time. I guess it's safe to say that no matter how much time I spend over there, it just never feels completely 100% like home. I know I'll get used to it. Plus the light in the kitchen over there is way lighter than the living room portion of it. The hot water in my bathroom sucks. I get hot water in my kitchen but not the fucking bathroom. That's why I never shower over there. I'm about ready to just say fuck it and wash my hair in the kitchen sink whenever I need t...