Aspie chick with a wild streak

 Why I might be seeing things in the shape of hearts now and again....Here's what 1 person had to say about it: That is because you are such a SWEETHEART and that can NEVER be denied and Jason wants you to always remember that.. Because HE has taken that Memory with him to that next great adventure and he is wanting to help you heal as much as can and I believe  my words are true and Jason's Love for you will NEVER die and it has helped make his transition healthier and happier so he is trying to do the same for you.. Take care and be safe, be well and be as full of the wonder of Jason's live for you even spilling over for his brand new experiences in his new afterlife.. Because even Jason's Love is all around you each and every day... And memories are a wonderful thing and you have so much more than most people do.. 

 I know I probably shouldn't be writing about this on here. When going to the autism group meeting tonight, it was good to see the people there who I consider my friends. But as far as conversations going on, I feel like it's hard to stick to 1 conversation with just 1 group of people. I feel like everyone is talking around me and nobody cares what I have to say about anything. At the same time, I feel like I want to talk to people at group but don't know what to talk about. Just feeling so trapped in my mind. I feel like if there's something I want to talk about, nobody cares to hear about it, anyway. I also at times feel like I have so much to say to everyone, and not enough time to say it.   Also feeling confused about this relationship I'm in with this person from group. I know I promised myself I would never date any of my guy friends I met from my group meetings. And I don't know if I see myself with him long term, or not. I think the closest I'll ever...