Aspie chick with a wild streak

Well, today was the first day I think I spent the most time in my apartment. And I do need to start doing that. I know I've come somewhat of a long way since before. Before I was so used to living in my parent's house, the thought of living on my own sounded kinda scary to me. But I'm doing it. And I have another reason to want to be at my apartment, more often. Not just because I now have cable and internet in my apartment now, but because usually on Saturdays some of my neighbors come together in this community center and they either play games or watch movies. And it's given me the opportunity to meet some of my neighbors, better. I know I have 2 neighbors that live in my building who I think are pretty cool and I can see myself hanging out with them in a small group, even though they're between 8 and a half and 10 years older than me. I feel like I just click with them. One being Sherry. Sherry's pretty cool, for being 40 years old. She maybe 40 but she look...

So, today I came back to my parent's house because I needed to get some of my things that were at the house. And it was weird going into my old bedroom and not having my computer be there at the desk where it has been for nearly, 12 years! As for how things are going with me living on my own, I'd say the one thing that makes me feel better about being on my own and where I'm living is, I can do what I want whenever I want, just about. I really like some of my neighbors, and some of my neighbors who are living by me are pretty cool, even if they are somewhere between 8 and a half and 10 years older than me. I really hope that on Saturday nights we don't just have game night once a month. I really like hanging out with my neighbors on saturday nights, but I feel we do need some new games. Pictionary is kinda cool, though. I have this one neighbor living a few doors down from me, named Tony. And one thing that Tony has told me is how he has a brain injury that affects his ...

Well, what can I say? After this weekend, I have a busy week ahead of me. First of all, on Monday, I go to Spring City Corner Clubhouse. Luckily, I get to drive. I also need to let this Lending Hands program know when I'll be over at my apartment during the day, so they can work with me. Then on Tuesday, I meet with my allergist in the afternoon. Hope I still can. I'm due for an appointment to meet with him, anyway, and I get to see if maybe I have some fall allergies as well as spring allergies, and if any of my other allergies I"ve been getting shots for have improved any. I'm sure some of them have either completely diminished, gotten milder or they've stayed the same. On Wednesday evening I have work, but then that night, I'll probably be going to my apartment, because Time Warner Cable is coming over took me up, so that I have access to internet, and cable in my place. I'm hoping once I have that all hooked up, I'll be able to move my computer in, ...

Well, I stopped over at my apartment this afternoon, and found this package by my door from one of my aunts. And it was Halloween decorations that you put on a tree. With my Christmas tree being white, the decorations looked good on it. White isn't just a Christmas color. It can also be a Halloween color, because after, white doesn't just go good with the colors red and green. It also goes good with black, dark purple, orange and lime green. And the Halloween ornaments look good on it.  It's probably about time to decorate my apartment for Halloween, anyway. My aunt definitely knows me too well.

Possession By Sarah McLachlan  Listen as the wind blows from across the great divide Voices trapped in yearning, memories trapped in time The night is my companion and solitude my guide Would I spend forever here and not be satisfied?  And I would be the one to hold you down Kiss you so hard, I'll take your breath away And after I'd wipe away the tears Just close your eyes, dear Through this world I've stumbled so many times betrayed Trying to find an honest word, to find the truth enslaved Oh, you speak to me in riddles and you speak to me in rhymes My body aches to breathe your breath, your words keep me alive  And I would be the one to hold you down Kiss you so hard, I'll take your breath away And after I'd wipe away the tears Just close your eyes, dear  Into this night I wander, it's morning that I dread Another day of knowing of the path I fear to tread Oh, into the sea of waking dreams, I follow without pride 'Cause nothing ...

Well, tonight I'm hopefully going to be heading to my storage unit/Motel room/apartment that I'm suppose to be living in. As far as I'm concerned, it's just Friday and Saturday Night home away from home. I sure wish that when I'm over there I could have my computer and internet set up. Maybe that way I'd say there, more. But with my computer being at parent's house as well as the internet and cable access, and with the fact I have no Hot water in my apartment, it's the only thing that keeps me coming back to their house. What I've been wanting to do is go over the lyrics to Sarah Mclachlan's song, "Possession", and say what sounds kinda creepy, like not just something a stalker would say but someone who's abusive might also say, and just pick certain parts of the song apart to see if maybe that's what she means when she says certain parts in the song, like the chorus part, for example that goes, "And I would be the one to h...

So, today I looked up a link about songs that you should think twice about before singing along to. There was this one song called, "Possession" by Sarah McLachlan. I might have heard that song on the radio before. I like the melody of the chorus. If there's anything I've found out about the story behind it, it's that she had a Stalker, and that some of the words in the song were from some of the love letters she used to get from this deranged fan of hers, before he ended up committing suicide. But let's face it, he was a bit too old for her and he creeped her out. Anyway, here's some of the stuff he wrote to her: "Oh Sarah, Will I ever hold you on that shore? Or only live it in a dream? Will I ever tell you of my fears? Will you ever collect my tear? Let me repeat the lessons that you may not have learned well. Time and distance are IRRELEVANT! I am absorbed by, bound to you and I can wait a year, a decade, a lifetime. I will still be ther...

Well, first of all, I have to say that whenever at I'm back at parent's house, I find myself craving sweets, except all the stuff I like to eat that I seem to be craving are back at my apartment. And then when I'm back at my apartment, I really wish I had cable tv so that I could watch it, or I wish my computer was there so I could play games on there. I love the fact that I have my own place to live, but unfortunately, it just feels weird living there, eventhough I'm only living there, part time. I guess it's safe to say that no matter how much time I spend over there, it just never feels completely 100% like home. I know I'll get used to it. Plus the light in the kitchen over there is way lighter than the living room portion of it. The hot water in my bathroom sucks. I get hot water in my kitchen but not the fucking bathroom. That's why I never shower over there. I'm about ready to just say fuck it and wash my hair in the kitchen sink whenever I need t...

Wow! I can't believe how long it's been since I've written a blog entry on here. As of this month, I've started moving into a low income apartment and little by little I've started spending a little more and more time over there.The only problem is that whenever I'm over there, I really wish I could still write things on my facebook account like, "Over at my apartment, watching a movie, having a glass of soda pop and a bowl of Chocolate Chip teddy Grahms", for example. Although I already have some of my stuff already moved in, there's still more stuff of mine that has yet to be moved in. At some point, I do plan on moving my XM radio and my setereo, and my collection of CDs as well, so that way I have some music to listen to. And at some point I also hope to soon get access to time Warner cable and internet in my new places, as well. Today while I wasn't in my new place, I was craving the Tostito chips I bought for my apartment, which have a hi...

Well,I have to say, that this year, Jason's birthday went pretty well. Usually he'll say that knowing his luck, his birthday will be during a snow storm. But not tonight. Tonight it was clear with a full moon, other than it being super cold. But I must say, tonight's a beautiful night, other than that. And as usual, I like to spoil him on his birthday. I got him a card, I got him a cheese cake as birthday cake. Except it wasn't just all 1 flavor, but an assortment of 3 different flavors: Chocolate mousse, white chocolate raspberry, and snickers. So realistically they were 3 different kinds of chocolate, really. And it's a good thing, because he likes cheesecake. I also bought him the Dumb and Dumber collection on dvd. He said that tonight, that was his favorite thing to get from me, so far. I also made him a dvd showing some of the best pictures of him from the last 5 years since I've met him, and I made sure I put some of the songs he liked in there, as my way ...

Well, here we are. March of 2015, and already half way through the first week. Fortunately, and hopefully things should start looking up for me, next week. Daylight saving's time begins next week, and as of Friday of this week on through this month, so far, temperatures are going to start getting back up into the high 30's, the 40's, and hopefully even the 50's. Eventhough temperatures are in the teens, right now, I'll bet somewhere between this weekend and next week, all the snow should start melting away or it'll be gone, by the end of next week, let's hope. Another good thing is that with the weather getting warmer outside, hopefully I won't be wanting to sit on my ass at my computer from the time I get up in the morning until I go to bed at night, as much. Hopefully I'll want to start being more active and out doors again, which hopefully means I'll start losing weight faster. I mean, every single week that I have been active so far at the gy...

Wow! TGIF!!! Can't believe we're once again in a new year, and already gotten through another month and a half. Just got my computer back last night and had it set up today. I've been on it ever since. Apparently I've missed having my computer in my room. Tomorrow is Valentine's Day, and I'm going to be spending the night over at my boyfriend's house. I've lately been making sure I've been spending every weekend over at my boyfriend's apartment so that when the time comes, moving out of my parent's home should be really easy. That one game I"ve been playing on facebook, Farmville 2, is so addicting. Whenever I don't play it for a while, I start to remember what's really important, like taking the time to vent about whatever's bothering me, for example. But you can really get sucked into playing it. I know I need to kind of limit it better. Maybe hopefully after today and tomorrow, I'll work harder towards that.  I just h...