Swimming issues

 You know what? Adam is always complaining that I'm not being fair to him. But you know what? He told me he would take me swimming to a pool somewhere and then decides to go to Illinois, yet he says when he comes back we can go swimming. We'll, knowing him, when he goes to Illinois, he'll be there all day. Well, if he knew I wanted to go swimming, then he would have taken me swimming at the day and time I gave him and we could have went. I even told him a specific time I wanted to go to a pool somewhere and how long I wanted to be there, and I even called him around 9 in the morning which would have given him 2 or 3 hours to get ready, so he could come over and we could go. I think that's plenty of time to get ready. But he tried to get his way where we didn't go swimming somewhere until later in the evening, and I don't want to wait that long. Why should I have to wait for him all day, just to go swimming somewhere, because he's going to be in Illinois, all day? That's not fair to me to have to wait for him like that. So, I went to the local beach in town. If he can go to Illinois by himself all day when he knew I wanted to go swimming and promised he'd take me, I should be allowed to go to the beach by myself.  And knowing my luck, by the time he finally comes home, all the pools will be closed and then he'll be all like,  "Oh, I'm so sorry." Uh, no you're not.
"I didn't do it on purpose."  Yes, you did. You knew I wanted to go earlier this afternoon, and he blew it off. So, I'm not going to wait for him anymore. Fuck him. I wound up going to the lake in Mukwonago, and I'm glad I did. The water surprisingly wasn't even that cold. I did later tell him, I was just going to spend time with family the following day, and he was all crying because I decided to change plans on him, and tried to bribe me with going to the Dells as a way of making it up to me. And I knew he was going to then say, "oh, I shouldn't have gone to Illinois. I should have gone swimming with you", like DUH! If you knew I wanted to go swimming and you promised we'd go, you don't back out on someone, just because you feel like it.  I'm sorry, but after what he pulled, and he's backed out on our plans before, I don't think I want to go to the Dells with him, anymore. I'll have to talk to some other people about going with me instead. I swear, he's getting worse about backing out on any plans we make. He can piss and moan all he wants that his plans to hang with me this weekend are ruined, but at the end of the day, he did it to himself. As for him always saying I'm the one not being fair, I think it's a tactic to manipulate me. He's been doing a lot of things that aren't fair to me, either. And he's always ruining things for me, as a way of having his way. 


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