I'm glad I'm single

 You know what? I'm glad I'm single and that I'm never going to ever get married, seeing that I've been a joke to the opposite sex my entire life, because I'm disabled. When I look at the relationships I've been in, I'm seeing a pattern emerge here. It's okay for them to be mad at me about something but not for me to be mad at them about anything. They've never had empathy for ME! Maybe some of them did at first or appeared to. They were never always there for me when I thought I needed or wanted them to be there for me both physically or emotionally. And according to them, it's okay for them to grieve over a loss if need be but it's not okay for me to grieve or feel any emotions and that I should just be quiet. There's things I thought I could tell them about my past, and what do 2 out of 3 of them do? They use it against me! No wonder they tell you never to tell current partners about exes. They'll just find a way to use it against you, one way or another! That's what Jason did to me when I told him about my ex-boyfriend, Mike, and that's what Adam did when I told him about the things Jason did that I didn't like! They didn't have any respect for me! I'm still getting married this summer, except the lucky person is going to be me, myself and I, and I'll be having a "do it yourself" wedding. It might not be the wedding I wanted, but if I can't have what I want, then I'm going to come up with an alternative dream wedding where I marry myself, and nobody is invited, and then I can say I got to have a wedding, so I don't have to worry about it anymore. They always tell you should marry your best friend, and I've had to be my best friend since I was 11 years old, and not by choice. So, since I've had to be my best friend, I'm marrying myself. End of story!

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