Aspie chick with a wild streak

I know it's a little early to be thinking of this now, when it's still the Spooky season, but a while back I made a prediction of what should happen if Christina Aguilera were to release another Christmas album and what songs would be on there. Now I hear, that Mariah Carey is releasing a new album early next month, celebrating her first Christmas album being 30 years. At the same time, I've heard singles she's done on Sirius XM during the holiday station that weren't on any of her Christmas albums, at all. Those songs are: 1. Fall in Love at Christmas 2. Lil' Snowman 3. Sleigh ride  4.The Star Now, really think she should just release a whole new Christmas album that includes those tracks. But if she were going to put those songs on there, I wonder what other songs she would do as well. I know I said this for Christina Aguilera, but I could also see Mariah Carey doing maybe a version of the songs: 1. Sugar Plumb Fairy Interlude 2. Feliz Navidad 3. Happy X-Mas (...

 Why I might be seeing things in the shape of hearts now and again....Here's what 1 person had to say about it: That is because you are such a SWEETHEART and that can NEVER be denied and Jason wants you to always remember that.. Because HE has taken that Memory with him to that next great adventure and he is wanting to help you heal as much as can and I believe  my words are true and Jason's Love for you will NEVER die and it has helped make his transition healthier and happier so he is trying to do the same for you.. Take care and be safe, be well and be as full of the wonder of Jason's live for you even spilling over for his brand new experiences in his new afterlife.. Because even Jason's Love is all around you each and every day... And memories are a wonderful thing and you have so much more than most people do.. 

 I know I probably shouldn't be writing about this on here. When going to the autism group meeting tonight, it was good to see the people there who I consider my friends. But as far as conversations going on, I feel like it's hard to stick to 1 conversation with just 1 group of people. I feel like everyone is talking around me and nobody cares what I have to say about anything. At the same time, I feel like I want to talk to people at group but don't know what to talk about. Just feeling so trapped in my mind. I feel like if there's something I want to talk about, nobody cares to hear about it, anyway. I also at times feel like I have so much to say to everyone, and not enough time to say it.   Also feeling confused about this relationship I'm in with this person from group. I know I promised myself I would never date any of my guy friends I met from my group meetings. And I don't know if I see myself with him long term, or not. I think the closest I'll ever...

You know, I hate to say it, but I am so embarrassed to have gone to a high school where people can be so hateful of people who are of a minority group! If you're a person of color, nobody likes you! If you're LGTBQIA, nobody likes you! If you have some kind of autism, nobody likes you! Well, you know what? If you snobs hated me then, I'll give you another reason to hate me, and not just because I have some kind of autism! While you people from Mukwonago high School are all so stupid enough to support the Republican Party that tells you to hate people who are different, I support the Democrat party who wants to encourage acceptance of people who are different! How would you like it if everyone bullied you to the point of wanting to commit suicide, just because you were a white straight Conservative Christian in a liberal community? I'll bet for you, it would be heaven on earth for you! If I'm wrong, prove it! You think it's good to be hateful of someone who's...

 Ok, I know it's not for a while yet, but I just thought of an idea for maybe something we could do as a fundraiser around Halloween at the Autism Society of Southeastern Wisconsin. When I go into the building, I see offices, and if you walk down far enough, I see some other area at the end of the hall. When I go to the group meetings, there's a back door that leads back into the building where the Autism Society of Southeastern Wisconsin is located. Maybe what we could do is have a safe Trick Or Treat night for kids on the spectrum, there. They could go into the building, and enter some of the rooms, where someone can hand out candy in every room. Or they can knock on the office doors, and people can hand out candy from their offices, as well.  Now, as for the room where adults on the spectrum now meet, maybe they could go from the building into our room from that door, and maybe we could have in there, a Jack O' Lantern Jaunt, kinda like what they have at the Field Park i...

 Ok, here's what I remember about going to ACAP back in 2007: First of all, I'd just like to say the only reason I ever went into that program at all was because I had this case manager at the time who didn't know what the hell she was talking about, who thought it would be "brilliant" for me to be in a day program with a bunch of physically and intellectually disabled people, and she wouldn't take "no" for an answer! And she'd just keep pushing and pushing and pushing and pushing and insisting on me joining the program. And I knew it wasn't going to be appropriate for me, but the bitch wouldn't listen to me. My parents didn't either, when I had told them, "NO!" When I was supposed to go on a tour there to see what the program had to offer as well as what kind of things were there, the lady who even started the program said a couple of things to my mom and me, that really should have viewed as red flags. My mom probably does...

 Autism acceptance. What does it mean to me? It means that people on the spectrum get treated by other people with respect and they get treated equally. It also means being aware that people on the spectrum might not always know how to handle some situations appropriately, but they don't always mean anything by it, and also politely correcting them, if need be. It also means being empathetic for when they struggle with some of the things any normal person might struggle with. Also being aware that they notice if whether or not you're talking to them in that tone of voice you would use if you were talking a child under the age of 6, when they're over the age of 8 years and have pretty average to above average intelligence, and how much they hate it when people think they can talk to them like that, just because they have a disability. It also means that if someone on the spectrum is Higher functioning and they're capable of making their own decisions, they have the right...

 Today is just a rainy day in March. I swear, now whenever it rains in the early spring and it's a cloudy day like it is today in March, I'm often reminded of a time in 2013 when I would go with my late common law husband, Jason to clean houses all over different parts of the Milwaukee, Waukesha and Wal Worth County. Some were move ins, some were move outs, and some were just a cleaning up. Anyway, today being a rainy day like this reminds me of the one time we had to clean a house some where in the Milwaukee county where the weather was just like this, and the people we were cleaning for, their names I remember were Tim and Sarah. At the time they had these 2 little kids who were about 1 and 3, I'm guessing. Just think, those kids are probably 12 and 14, by now. Whenever I think about the times I used to go with Jason into pristine parts of Milwaukee, I really just wish I could go back to that moment when I was still with him and we were still together. I wish I could chan...