Thoughts on some stuff
Let's see.I know with it Christmas time and all, I know I need to just focus on that. I guess I just need good things like a project or something to focus on doing and getting done. Maybe that way I wouldn't be so depressed about living out here. But living out here where we are is just SO Not Ideal. We do have 8 months left to live where we are. But there's still that 50% chance we might have to stay put for another year. I hope not. I suppose it's fair to say that Yes, moving can be stressful and over whelming. And if you were happier living where you were before you had to move, at all, moving can be depressing.
Just been having flashbacks to the spring and summer of this year when I would ride bikes in the area where we were living. I miss that. And I do miss living in the Waukesha area. And with all the issues Jason's been having which is requiring him to have to go back into Waukesha, it's clear to me, we need to move back. Forgive me for my thoughts about that repeating themselves. I think I just need some positive distractions to keep me busy. Living where we are for now this winter, is going to suck. But maybe in the next Spring and summer when it starts getting nice out again, we can try and look for a potential place to move to back into Waukesha that's even better where we are, now. That way when our lease is up for where we are, we'll be prepared. I'm just so depressed living out here. And it can be especially depressing when you're home all day with no where to go and nothing better to do. I called Easter Seals and set up an appointment for after the holidays. So I've got something to look forward to. At least in January, days do start getting longer and lighter outside after 5:00pm. Then towards the end of January, there's always Valentine's Day to look forward to. And February is the shortest month of the year, with their only being 28-29 days left of the whole month. Once it's been Valentine's Day has come and gone, the month is already half over. It's also the last month of Winter before Spring begins again. And then in March comes Jason's birthday, the Shamrock Shakes at McDonald's, and then there's also Day Light Saving's Time. So, I'm just trying to hang in there.
Either way, it's going to be a looooong winter.
Just been having flashbacks to the spring and summer of this year when I would ride bikes in the area where we were living. I miss that. And I do miss living in the Waukesha area. And with all the issues Jason's been having which is requiring him to have to go back into Waukesha, it's clear to me, we need to move back. Forgive me for my thoughts about that repeating themselves. I think I just need some positive distractions to keep me busy. Living where we are for now this winter, is going to suck. But maybe in the next Spring and summer when it starts getting nice out again, we can try and look for a potential place to move to back into Waukesha that's even better where we are, now. That way when our lease is up for where we are, we'll be prepared. I'm just so depressed living out here. And it can be especially depressing when you're home all day with no where to go and nothing better to do. I called Easter Seals and set up an appointment for after the holidays. So I've got something to look forward to. At least in January, days do start getting longer and lighter outside after 5:00pm. Then towards the end of January, there's always Valentine's Day to look forward to. And February is the shortest month of the year, with their only being 28-29 days left of the whole month. Once it's been Valentine's Day has come and gone, the month is already half over. It's also the last month of Winter before Spring begins again. And then in March comes Jason's birthday, the Shamrock Shakes at McDonald's, and then there's also Day Light Saving's Time. So, I'm just trying to hang in there.
Either way, it's going to be a looooong winter.
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